How could i be?

how could i be so stuipd i knew there was somethin wrong with josh....he just told me that he never loved me and that there was always someone else besides me and that the only reason why he was with me is because he heard that i was easy but if that was true why would we have been together for 2 yrs and have gotten engaged ooo and just to let every body kno i didnt cheat on him he told me that when he was gone i could do wat ever i want to who ever i wanted because we didnt kno how long he was gonna be gone for so i didnt cheat i never cheat on ne one